-a low moment
-in anticipation of new bodies
-meta living, the act of living in the details of ones life rather than the actual life (in culture)
- the creative imperative
- the touch barrier
- love as an individualized harmonic form of energy
- appearing sexual as subsititute for being sexual.
- the loss of the idea of “woman” in the west.
- beauty as the enemy of good.
- also, beauty as key to unlock a mind from instrumental reason.
- some people don’t want to be challenged, they want comfort.
- stepping around personas and landmined lines.
- the deep need for rains felt in the middle of a long heat wave
- lies
- tony quinn’s penis.
- that homebuilt studio in the woods.
-the opposing argument to men using women foe sex. women twisting men’s physical desire so they can use them emotionally and for attention.
- people floating in and out of your life
- on the bus with six young (pre-teen) black boys all falling asleep around me.
- women using sex to avoid intimacy.
- the current of fear, anxiety and dread everyone is carrying right now?
- twenty ought four
- a complicated life.
- human chum.
- chadwick taylor
- sensations the body was designed for
- too much. too real.
- the returned look meant to cause shame/guilt (jude)
- the opposable mind, opposiing ideas synthesized to one more intuitive idea.
- the wind
- the idea of winter, being consumed by a season
- transitions
- on photogenics
- the suffering of fools.
- 1 in 6000 die annually in car crashes. the outflux from flight that occurred after 9/11, into driving, caused nearly as many deaths as the “terrorist attacks”
-but did you ever feel more alive?
-obessesed, bi-polar, drug addict.
-the wolf and the fire and the cold cold night.