-beauty as a veil. beautiful women are invisible because we become trapped by their shell?
- m / “focus comes easier when you keep your life simple. clear. easy. its only when you get tangled up with too much stuff that it gets hard because then you have to fight your own life to get what you want.”
- m / sam malone with meat.
- m / on a world before industrialization where lakes and rivers were free to men
- m / st / shortness of breath
- sculpting with shadow.
- tired and sick as a preview of old age
- the full and the empty (rather than the sweet and the sour
- i was lost in the lakes and shapes your body makes, great lake swimmers - your rocky spine.
- shoot on the stairs + balcony of arrata opera center.
-learning to swallow it down when nothing can be gained by speaking. the way that burns when you do it, but how important it is.
- the lies we tell ourselves to keep going.
- “wont that be hard for you”
- the need to say no. the safety of distance. the space of relationships. (talk with jf)
- a sea of flapping wings.
- everyone is out getting their hearts broke again tonight.
- # bowl of fire. box of leaves blown. chase. elemental.
- the first part is always getting anything you can. the second part is getting what you want.
- learning the language and cadence of a different you.
