[blackbook]

for years i've kept black hard cover notebooks of thought unfinished, or things to remind me, or references.. i will bring this same thought to this digital blackbook. it won't always make sense, or be meaningful.
Sun Sep 7

-on how going without starts out bitter and angry, turns pure and clear and heightens your experience. want become focusing crystal.

-related how the ultimate realization time and time again is how little you really need to get on.

-on feeling less than because you don’t have, in comparision.

-on the strange sadness of not being able to make a nice dinner for daja.

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no matter how long between
when the darkness comes
we forget the light
and all that lived in it.