for years i’ve kept black hard cover notebooks of thought unfinished, or things to remind me, or references.. i will bring this same thought to this digital blackbook. it won’t always make sense, or be meaningful.Tumblr (3.0; @ruzzblackbook)http://blackbook.ruzz.org/<p>-a low moment</p> <p>-in anticipation of new bodies</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/245180035http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/245180035Sun, 15 Nov 2009 14:36:00 -0700<p>-mono-culture in nature, argro, love</p> <p>-the receptors for forgetting</p> <p>-we, they?</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/226649770http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/226649770Wed, 28 Oct 2009 23:10:20 -0600<p>-meta living, the act of living in the details of ones life rather than the actual life (in culture)</p> <p>- the creative imperative</p> <p>- the touch barrier</p> <p>- love as an individualized harmonic form of energy</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/159613788http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/159613788Sun, 09 Aug 2009 23:56:29 -0600<p>- appearing sexual as subsititute for being sexual.</p> <p>- the loss of the idea of &#8220;woman&#8221; in the west.</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/155788065http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/155788065Tue, 04 Aug 2009 12:30:32 -0600<p>- beauty as the enemy of good.</p> <p>- also, beauty as key to unlock a mind from instrumental reason.</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/150355700http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/150355700Mon, 27 Jul 2009 15:00:43 -0600<p>- some people don&#8217;t want to be challenged, they want comfort.</p> <p>- stepping around personas and landmined lines.</p> <p>- the deep need for rains felt in the middle of a long heat wave</p> <p>- lies</p> <p>- tony quinn&#8217;s penis.</p> <p>- that homebuilt studio in the woods.</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/147425918http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/147425918Thu, 23 Jul 2009 03:09:49 -0600<p>-the opposing argument to men using women foe sex. women twisting men&#8217;s physical desire so they can use them emotionally and for attention.</p> <p>- people floating in and out of your life</p> <p>- on the bus with six young (pre-teen) black boys all falling asleep around me.</p> <p>- women using sex to avoid intimacy.</p> <p>- the current of fear, anxiety and dread everyone is carrying right now?</p> <p>- twenty ought four</p> <p>- a complicated life.</p> <p>- human chum.</p> <p>- chadwick taylor</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/146255992http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/146255992Tue, 21 Jul 2009 13:32:59 -0600<p>- sensations the body was designed for</p> <p>- too much. too real.</p> <p>- the returned look meant to cause shame/guilt (jude)</p> <p>- the opposable mind, opposiing ideas synthesized to one more intuitive idea.</p> <p>- the wind</p> <p>- the idea of winter, being consumed by a season</p> <p>- transitions</p> <p>- on photogenics</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/140963272http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/140963272Mon, 13 Jul 2009 13:55:19 -0600<p>- the bureau of the lonley heart</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/104519479http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/104519479Thu, 07 May 2009 03:13:07 -0600<p>- the suffering of fools.</p> <p>- 1 in 6000 die annually in car crashes. the outflux from flight that occurred after 9/11, into driving, caused nearly as many deaths as the &#8220;terrorist attacks&#8221;</p> <p>-but did you ever feel more alive?</p> <p>-obessesed, bi-polar, drug addict.</p> <p>-the wolf and the fire and the cold cold night.</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/98084011http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/98084011Mon, 20 Apr 2009 03:26:00 -0600<p>-beauty as a veil. beautiful women are invisible because we become trapped by their shell?</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/93397596http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/93397596Mon, 06 Apr 2009 01:05:45 -0600<p>- m / &#8220;focus comes easier when you keep your life simple. clear. easy.  its only when you get tangled up with too much stuff that it gets hard because then you have to fight your own life to get what you want.&#8221;</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/54062852http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/54062852Sat, 11 Oct 2008 04:00:13 -0600<p>- m / sam malone with meat.</p> <p>- m / on a world before industrialization where lakes and rivers were free to men</p> <p>- m / st / shortness of breath</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/52843266http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/52843266Thu, 02 Oct 2008 20:48:00 -0600<p>- m / a thousand pairs of eyes, division x expectation</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/52658788http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/52658788Wed, 01 Oct 2008 16:24:29 -0600<p>- m / sexless love affair + sinatra hours</p> <p>- betrayal</p> <p>- table13</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/52412149http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/52412149Tue, 30 Sep 2008 03:31:11 -0600<p>- sculpting with shadow.</p> <p>- tired and sick as a preview of old age</p> <p>- the full and the empty (rather than the sweet and the sour</p> <p>- i was lost in the lakes and shapes your body makes, great lake swimmers - your rocky spine.</p> <p>- shoot on the stairs + balcony of arrata opera center.</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/51679967http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/51679967Thu, 25 Sep 2008 03:14:39 -0600<p>-learning to swallow it down when nothing can be gained by speaking. the way that burns when you do it, but how important it is.</p> <p>- the lies we tell ourselves to keep going.</p> <p>- &#8220;wont that be hard for you&#8221;</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/50735599http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/50735599Thu, 18 Sep 2008 12:07:14 -0600<p>- practice as a exercise of discovering and solving probelms.</p> <p>- attention.</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/50618691http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/50618691Wed, 17 Sep 2008 18:14:03 -0600<p>- the need to say no. the safety of distance. the space of relationships. (talk with jf)</p> <p>- a sea of flapping wings.</p> <p>- everyone is out getting their hearts broke again tonight.</p> <p>- # bowl of fire. box of leaves blown. chase. elemental.</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/50606893http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/50606893Wed, 17 Sep 2008 16:22:00 -0600<p>- the first part is always getting anything you can. the second part is getting what you want.</p> <p>- learning the language and cadence of a different you.</p>http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/50298073http://blackbook.ruzz.org/post/50298073Mon, 15 Sep 2008 15:09:25 -0600